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Will Smith has a new Youtube series about his weight loss journey where he shockingly revealed how he had recently been suicidal. “This began as a journey to get into the best shape of my life,” said the actor in the trailer for “Best Shape of My Life,” the show where he set out to lose 20 pounds in 20 weeks. Sitting around the table with his 4 children, Trey, 28, Willow, 20, and Jaden, 23, he opened up about his life, at times in tears.

“When I started this show, I thought I was getting into the best shape of my life physically, but mentally I was somewhere else,” he told the camera. “I ended up discovering a whole lot of hidden things about myself. That was the only time in my life that I ever considered suicide.”

The irony of this is that this revelation came right after reports of his wife Jada Pinkett Smith essentially not being satisfied sexually came out. Those who watched the episode of her Red Table Talk show could see that that’s not exactly what she said but it’s contributed to a narrative. As of late, Will has been taking L’s from his wife who simp’ed him in front of the world talking about the affair she had with August Alsina that he came behind saying he was okay with. And he looked like he was going to cry when he said it. It was at that point, any rational person would say that nothing good can come from that situation.

It’s almost been as though either Jada has gone out of her way to make Will look bad on her show, especially with all of the talking about missing 2Pac she does but now look. After all this time of him being clowned online, Will revealed he’s recently been suicidal. It’s almost as though the two of them are passive aggressively crying out to the public trying to get away from each other. Sheesh. I really hope these two get it together because this is starting to become sad watching… especially when one of them has revealed suicidal thoughts. We might suggest becoming friends with Future to for tips at this point.